the internet here has been really messed up so I havent been able to get on alot.

anyway new xanga

http://xanga.com/aghh_koopa_troopa

WHAT IF...?
*I committed suicide: I would bawl myself to death
*I said I liked you: WHAT?
*I kissed you: wtf??
*I lived next door to you: that would be awsome 
*I started smoking: I would shoot you
*I stole something: tell you take it back and say sorry
*I was hospitalized: buy you a bear and visit you
*I ran away from home: depends on where and the situation
*I got into a fight and you weren't there: I would shoot some1 if they hurt u

©WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
Personality: you are halarious
Eyes: pretty
Face: hottnesssssss lol
Hair: DAMN its long
Clothes: very unique

[1] Who are you? B-rock
[2] Are we friends? yes
[3] When and how did we meet? wow i dont remember
[4] How have I affected you? taught me to be myself
[5] What do you think of me? awsomnessss
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me? gluestick on the fan and dryhumping stories
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies? hopfully a while
[8] Do you love me? of course
[9] Have I ever hurt you? nope
[10] Would you hug me? yes
[11] Would you kiss me? lol on the cheek?
[12] Would you do me?  ewww im not a lesbo
[13] Are we close? yea
[14] Emotionally, what stands out? joy? 
[15] Do you wish I was cooler? how can you get any cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I? 9
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. gluestick b/c of our fond memory! 
[18] Am I loveable? yahh
[19] How long have you known me? guessing....2 or 3 years
[20] Describe me in one word. random lol
[21] What was your first impression? you are kool :)
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?  YES!
[23] What do you think my weakness is? i dont know?
[24] Do you think I'll get married? yes
[25] What about me makes you happy? you make me die laughing 
[26] What about me makes you sad? nothing
[27] What reminds you of me? the word... dryhumping
[28] What's something you would change about me? i dont know
[29] How well do you know me? pretty well
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? nope 
[31] Do you think I would kill someone? probably not
[32] How hot (on a scale of 1-10) am I? huh?

-i did that for angela yayay

 ill put up pictures later of my christmas

I just pretty much woke up. I dont even remember what time I went to bed but I needed the sleep because last week was pretty much the most stressful week of my life. finals and crap were due.

omg I just read brandis sitD and this scared the hell out of me

Dec 20, 2005 10:12 PM Subject: bethel sucks Body: Dec 20, 2005 7:50 PM Subject: ohs Body: A few years ago,a mother and father decided they needed a break,so they wanted to head out for a night on the town. They called their most trusted babysitter. When the babysitter arrived,the two children were already fast asleep in bed. So the babysitter just got to sit around and make sure everything was okay with the children. Later that night, the babysitter got bored and went to watch tv but she couldn't watch it downstairs because they didnt have cable downstairs (the parents didn't want the children watching too much garbage). So she called them and asked them if she could watch cable in the parent's room. Of course the parents said it was ok, but the babysitter had one final request. She asked if she could cover up the clown statue in their bedroom with a blanket or cloth, because it made her nervous. The phoneline was silent for a moment,(and the father who was talking to the babysitter at the time) said....take the children and get out of the house....we'll call the police...we don't have a clown statue... The children and the babysitter got murdered that night by the clown. It turned out to be that the clown was a killer that escaped from jail. If u don't repost this within 5 minutes the clown will be standing next to your bed at 3:00 am with a knife in his hand repost this with your schools name P.S. 3 a.m. is said by preists to be the hour of the devil (FYI)

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i was just reading all of my older entries on my first sit Diary and it made me think back on my freshmen year. I thought it was horible but it turns out that my sophmor year is worse. and Ive said this before, this year is the first time that I EVER got lower than a C- on my grade card.

Also reading all of my older entries made me think of the first time that I had ever liked somebody so much that It would screw up the rest of my day if he didnt talk to me in first hour..to tell you the truth, if had my freshmen year to do all over again, i would in a heart beat. This person that I liked was probably the closest to being what I liked the most in a guy, he was sweet, adorable, had strong beliefs in god, wore hurley all the time and listened to everything that I listen to (as in music). and I found out that he liked me and I screwed it up by being too shy and not talking to him. even though he moved a long time ago, just now it is sinking in that hes gone.

just thinking about all of this makes me cry

omsdfdkfsjdfkg I am freakin happy that this break is one day away. I am more than ready for it.

anyway i did really good on my internet final. i presented it and alot of people liked it. and but I think i did bad on my English, geometry and history final. I hope not. atleast all my finals are done.

I took a nap ealier and had the most screwed up dream...

-Begining-
I was riding in my dads truck that he had a long time ago and my mom felt tired so she smoked weed (WTF?) and got really stoned. Then we went to a weird town and I started crying and kept on saying "why would you do this to me?" to my mom because she got high and I am against drugs. Then the dream was over. When I woke up all I could think was.. wtf was that?!?